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Friends!
Tonight, it has really hit me. I have realized how much I miss my friends back in Austin. I felt lonely (and I just realized.) This past year living in SF, I have been lonely all along. I don't have friends like I have in Austin. I had those friends for the past 5 years, and we have spend many days together, shared many stories. Worked at the same place, enjoyed every day with each other. I miss them so so so much. I love them. They are like my family. I called them tonight and shared that with them, and it felt so good to let them know that. I LOVE them with all my heart.
It's unfortunate that I don't have valuable friendships in SF. It really sucks to spend day after day pretending to be friends with people around me at school, and work.
My friend said that she gets lonely as well, and she would love to go back to the days we have spend together and lifeguard and enjoy each others company, and know that her friends are always there for her. Nothing to worry about, and be surrounded by the people that love you for who you are. But we grow up, and we have to move on and create opportunities for ourselves, make new friends and move on. I agree with her, but it's really hard. She is a flight attendant and she will come and visit me this Tuesday, to spend time with me and enjoy each others company.
My other friend suggested I should I come home to Austin this month, to spend time with her, and she will also come and visit me in February. Yay!
I am happy to know that I have friends that I could call when I feel down, I could talk to anytime about anything that's on my mind.
I wish I had friends like I do back home in Austin here in SF! It's just not the same, and not that easy to develop friendships in this shity city.
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BORN THIS WAY!


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